Fork in the Road

Fork in the Road

December 6, 2012

                Yesterday I had an interview with Wells Fargo. Not exactly my dream job, but it’s the job that hopefully fits into this life plan I have. Which means it will serve the purpose of getting us ahead, and keep us afloat until I finish my book, Ashley is training for the NFL, and we win the lottery. Wells Fargo was the company I picked to try and get into when I graduated college. So basically at this moment in time I am standing at the fork in my life road.

                I only have two roads that I am looking at. One that is well lit and looks inviting, it has a bright future with a house and babies… Okay before I get completely sidetracked. The other road is just a detour for the road I’m currently standing on. This road still leads to the other future but it’s much darker, longer, and its keeping me from being on the road I would much rather be on. I find Irony in the fact that on Monday, December 10^th something completely out of my control is going to determine which road my life is going to take. The decision is completely out of my hands. Have I fought hard enough? Have I thought enough positive thoughts? Did I answer their questions so that they won’t forget candidate #1? There are so many factors that could change the outcome of my future.

                If things could just go the way I am hoping that would be awesome. This means if I have to do radiation I will be done by January 14th, when training for Wells Fargo starts. I just want a smooth transition for once. I would hate for these two roads to morph into one. Leaving me no choice but to try and juggle both, or worse make decisions I don’t want to make. I feel like this one time my stars are going to align in the right order. In 3 days we shall learn the direction of my next life chapter.